DEB's TeA PaRTy

let me talk a little more about my (junior)/ high school period, since that would probably be my only good time in my whole life, for now.

High school has a lot of rules. One of them is people dating each other(mostly, opposite sex, thankfully) i got a pair of really great friends, who i think would probably get married when they grow up, fell in love into each other at that time. i know them pretty well, they are the purest pair i've even seen. they did homework together, had meals together, spent extra after-school time together, but i've never seen them holding hands, never ever, not even once. the boy always tells stories about Mysterious, History to the girl, and she listened very carefully. sometimes she made some comments, sometimes she just sat there and listen. i like to watch this pair often, because they made my mind calm.(i am not stalker, by the way) and they are reeeeeally sweet.

Even i talk about date, but i have to say, i, my very self, have never "date" before.(people can't just "date" without a boyfriend/girlfriend, right?) well, it is not like i was too pathetic to get a date, it is that i hardly get a good impression. i am a little bit weird, i guess. there would usually be couples of guys want to ask me out for movies something, then i just refuse them one by one. i don't really know can i do this without thinking, it is like a natural reflection--when guys ask u out, say "no" to them. there was the time i did my homework or review with boys. then everyone just scare away after the first pretentious date. it is kinda sad when people asking if i got a boyfriend, my answer would always be the same. hopefully, i can survive without anyone, but just sad.


[kids, what are you waiting for?]

[my prince.]

[If so, then you can close your eyes and get some rest. i'll wake you up if he comes by.]

[no thank you,sir. i wanna watch into his eyes at the first sight.]