DEB's TeA PaRTy

people retreat and escape while they are confuse or fear. i wonder why we do that...

since i don't have much choice, i swear i'll do what ever i can to pursue the path you lead me to...if there is just one way to go, i'll just heading along.

AND THANK YOU.

It was so dark inside, I could see nothing even my silver bracelet. While I was about to turn aound and leave, a voice stopped my move. It was faint, but still something obvioius enough to catch my attention---you know, I got a real good pair of ears. As my foot set, the voice became more and more clearly. It seemed it was calling my name, but I was not so sure. Since one moment I heard it well, then the next, the words just stopped making sence to me---it was like the mysterious spells from outerland.

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There was no sign of life here. I set my foot. Silent. Breath and pounting heart were all I could hear. I took a deep breath, heading along with no turning back. Honestly, I had no idea where this path leading to---whether bright-heaven or dark-hell; bliss or curse--- I only walked ahead. But I had to be fast, before this eccentric silence swallow my heart.

no matter what happen, i would never like to change into those ones. and i never will.
i'll try my best whatever you lead me to. as long as i alive, the pact is still working.

08.5.1.

Before i could notice, the new years holidays already walked away sliently. for this year, nothing abnormal, nothing too sad or too excited. i spent about four or five days out of the city in my relatives' houses, and the rest of it at home. NO big meal like a feast this year. mostly, cos i hate it and have been avoid it all the way along. talking about this, u should know, having feast-like meal at new year eve is a traditional event in China. for my knowledge, i guess that's coz families could hardly gather at one table at any other time in year. People here are all busy. no matter what they have in hand.

but according to the [history], new year is really not my time, HOLIDAY is. my last NYH was skipped. since mom and i were in a country dosen't care much about chinese holidays. if there was a holiday bless, i should say it was, the very first time i saw real snow.

    we were taking a photo in front of some classic building. suddenly, a cold-drop touched my hand. then i looked down, there was nothing but a tiny wet. And i assumed that was the snow.

i am sorry that there was a snow storm this year in the sounth. God bless those who lost their home, who got injury, who lost their families, etc...it...something or someone, will always hear you call. Happy new year.