DEB's TeA PaRTy

sometimes, maybe, truth's bitter, but we still have to know it.

it is not a line from anywhere, however, i am quite sure that i'm familiar with it. it pop into my mind everytime i saw how critical these wourld could be. "truth is relative", that's what i heard from a TV show call"SHARK". then i got confuse, i got to judge the very stuffs i believe in early days. is that the thing what we call "truth" has a muti-face?

 

imagine that a defense attoney, who had known very well that his client was definitely not innocent, has to take his duty, use all his knowledge fight for a "NOT GUILTY". that make me think. consider that attoney as if his very myself, believe me, i'll sure feel guilty about myself if i win the case. but what if i lost, that would barely assume that i am a good lawyer. so, as the very same situation, what if i am a prosecutor. i got to make it "GUILTY". and here, i believe where the"truth is relative" come from. it's all about the word called "win".

 

and finally, i guess "win" is very last thing i would consider. i lost too many times, countless. but what's the deal? it doesn't really matter if the only person who deadly care about it is your very self. take a good look aroud youself, friends never leave if it's personal, what if they do, they barely call "friends"

 

we have to trust, at the meantime, we still have to find out what the truth is.

 

i guess the one said "truth's relative" could hardly trust who he/she has to fight for. if he/she does, for god sake, i would say he/she would never cease to dig deeply, whatever what's behind it.

 

namely, my answers for the pre-question appears, that [many stuffs could have multi-sides, crime, judgement or whatsoever, but never the truth]

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believe me, "truth apears itself". that's the very thing i never doubt. and the liars, sure have to pay back.

i finally got contact with Aries. it seems that she already be in school in U.S. in a time. i am so happy she make it. u know, until that moment which she reply me with"OK", i am still so afraid that i may lost her, naturally, as a good friend i can't afford to lose. then i got her. it is such a reunion for me.

she said that she's in San Francisco. i guess it is great. oh, the whether there, i just love it! THOUGH it seems still a lot of stuff about her i don't know, there's gonna have a next time. there's nothing to worry about. :)

btw, man, i just suddenly felt so sick a few moment ago. don't even know why. i just feel like lying in bed and having some rest. my body feelexhausted that maybe i got a cold...hell, i am suppose to write an essay today, now, i could not sure if it can be work out. silly me!!!

( still, good luck today...)

it is about 2 a.m. in the morning.

seems what i suppose to do today, well, i mean yesterday would never done on time. that i leave it as today's job. hard to believe, here's such a great place. i am gonna make some practice before writing something serious, i mean, like an article or some of the kind. thank god that i just set up a new topic....

today, oh, i mean yesterday..it's kinda over.

gotta go, to my sweetdream-bed (*smile~)

even myself felt hard to know that how much times i have typed in this two words"new home". maybe this time should be an end.

as i know myself, i am not kinda people understand Japanese, at least now. tell the true, it just spent me too much time to deal with it----to prepare the opening of a new blog. and i know it worths the efforts. to me, it's new and attracted, i'd love to write only English here and i know this would be my "total English blog". would never appear a single word in Chinese. it is definitely exciting! practically, i just becoming feel tire to use different languages at the same place. it just doesn't work anymore. and seems there's a little bit showy to others, even not sorta people who can charge different languages easily. i know clearly i am not. at least now.

then, when i found momomania's blog, i suddenly realize that's what i could really want. and here's a good place. and i guess it could be stable since i am quite sure the Japanese won't cut off the IP while i am in the U.S. in the nutshell, i finally find it, A place i can trust and do comfortable.

and i am kina wish that i could make a great great progress in English Gammer. u know what i mean, i need it pretty much in a pretty short time. can i really do this? in this very situation? you bet i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!